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Fleeting*
大家不要哭
我们还有半个星期在一起的时间 好好利用它 好好珍惜每一分每一秒 留个美丽的回忆 Results will be out in wad... four days?? Sheesh... time passes so quickly... its been 2 months with 04A1, NYJC. 2 months with Iona, Jamie, Ginny, Ruth, Hannah, Sherry, Angie, Pearly, Emily, Siew Tee, Veronica, Clarence, Raymond, Alson, Daniel, Norman and William. And all dat is about to end rather soon. The class blog is filled with a rather bleak mood cuz of dat, farewell speeches made, eyes teared, hugs exchanged... haiz. But starting to understand the sentence: - dont cry because it's over , smile becoz it happened - Seriously, been feeling out of sorts for quite some time. Also been mentally drained, result of alot of stuff. I'm not saying NY is not a great place, just dat i might not be staying. Quite high possiblity in fact. I dunno why, mebbe its juts some small personality clashes, mebbe its just the waking up early issue, maybe its something else, i dun really noe. 很久没有笑了,好像都忘了微笑的感觉... I wonder when i will smile again. Not the kinda momentary smile,but one that lingers in your heart. Reality bites, no doubt about that. Many many things are fake, instead, its hard to find things that are true, that are worth you holding on. This is the time whereby you question everything you have, or had. You challenge many stuff u use to believe so much in. You begin to see how stupid you've been, how naive. You find it harder and harder to trust, to have faith, in anything or anyone. You become a sad person due to all these, because you seem to have lost all that you had. The things and people that were so precious to you turns out to not be as it use to be. You start wondering who and what are real, who aren't. 如果这就是成熟 我宁可永远做个婴孩 I saw David's smile again today. I think he is the only few left that can make me smile, even if it's for a while. The innocence he shows, the truth he reveals, is more than any adult has. He smiles only when he means it, he knows what "sorry" means and hesitates before saying it, only because he really means it. He wants to hold your hand because he wants you to be with him. He wants you to carry him and bring him to places he doesn't dare to go alone because he wants you to guide and protect him. Went out with Sin May and Monica on wednesday. Sin May's last week in S'pore is this sunday. Haiz, time passes so quickly. We spent so much money dat dae lo... eating and eating and eating... but we talked quite alot, dats good i guess, never feel like talking much to pple lately, alot cooped up. But still din tell them alot, just casual stuff... guess Sin May understands more since she wuz frm NY. Monica wuz frm TJ, so the environment was different. Told Sin May abt the HCJC graduate teachers flooding NY, the student council now etc. Sin May, do take care in Perth... Joyce at 9:41 PM
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